Gloomy Days

I walk this path
So dark and gloomy
what once was fear
no longer brings tears
Scared I once was
Unsure of what’s ahead
Will this be the end?

Once a timid boy
scared of the dark
unsure how it’ll end
knowing one day it’ll all stop
the rain has started
with fear descending from the sky
it’s ok though for this is my high

No longer a boy
walking this path alone
the darkness has seeped in to my bones
For I have became what I once feared
A heart so cold emerging the demon inside
That little boy has died, but a grave isn’t needed
For I have shredded the skin that has now conceded

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Injustice

You’re in my sight
and no longer am I afraid
to confront the injustice you have done
upon me, my family, and friends

A true bastard you are
leaving a permanent scar
upon my very existence
never to leave and always to witness

I’m ashamed to be given this mark
But it’s never been my fault
That the God’s have decided to say
Leave me in pain and find my own way

I wander alone
Wondering the purpose of this all
If there’s even a purpose at all
That is…..

The demonic creature lurking around
Are of my own possession
While they take away all of my attention
Towards the light of full life

I can’t enjoy a second
Without thinking about
Pulling the Trigger
Hopefully leading to heaven

I know my time is closing near
Since I was born there was no fear
Of the day that’ll eventually come
The one that comes visit us all