Injustice

You’re in my sight
and no longer am I afraid
to confront the injustice you have done
upon me, my family, and friends

A true bastard you are
leaving a permanent scar
upon my very existence
never to leave and always to witness

I’m ashamed to be given this mark
But it’s never been my fault
That the God’s have decided to say
Leave me in pain and find my own way

I wander alone
Wondering the purpose of this all
If there’s even a purpose at all
That is…..

The demonic creature lurking around
Are of my own possession
While they take away all of my attention
Towards the light of full life

I can’t enjoy a second
Without thinking about
Pulling the Trigger
Hopefully leading to heaven

I know my time is closing near
Since I was born there was no fear
Of the day that’ll eventually come
The one that comes visit us all

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I’m Not Bold

I’m not bold
A hypocrite at most
let’s give a toast
to the host of the show
It’s me but not me
Can’t you see ?

I apologize and I’m sorry
but i’m not so don’t worry
For all that’s worth knowing
Is if my life will be worth knowing

Losing your soul is it worth the wait?
Reeking havoc within your inner hate
Willing to do whatever it is
worth willing to do

Isn’t that sane though?
Willing to do the insane
for money, fortune, and fame
All with a price tag to pay
Does my shadow follow me?
Or do I follow it?

Who am I to know…
The darkness creeps in
seeping when it pleases
toying with me, as if there’s no reason

Why I commit treason
against my soul
with nothing to show

For I will not be amazed
or ashamed
to the answer thereafter
If there’ll be another chapter

No Matter The Circumstance

It’s sad that a man
Can hide his emotions
without shedding a tear
acting like there’s no fear

The years of boyhood
Are gone
Invisible to the eyes
Within the blink of an eye

Everything changes
And nothing is the same
life is a new mirror
and we’re the one’s who choose

How to live stay alive
Is nothing to see and cry
For in the end we all die
But shouldn’t we say
We gave it a try

Death is guaranteed
And that’s a certificate
That is always legitimate
No matter how definitive

We select and choose
The life we must live
but we can not decide
The emotion of man

No matter the occasion
No matter the circumstance
A man should always feel free
And able and to cry

In grief
After hiding all
that was underneath
I feel guilty

For not trying to feel
Anything…….

There’s Always A Way Out

There’s always a way out
Leaving Everything behind
To forget the present
Due to such a dark past
When the sun finally shines
Enjoy it while you can
Hoping this moment
Could last an eternity
But the dark clouds ahead
Are always in sight
There’s no reason to fight
For it’s better to embrace
The minds
Unusual and unsatisfying tastes sour
For no man is truly one man
Shadows follow us
Like a dark passenger
Waiting for its thrill
Ready for its chance
To get behind the wheel
For life isn’t even keeled
No matter how many times
You get on your knees
Asking the lord to heal
For your bones will never feel

This Was The Night

This was the night
The night it all came out
Violence and Blood coming to shout
My composure couldn’t be kept
As an everlasting impression
Has weighed
Upon my heart and soul
He wasn’t doing anything
Just another soul
Walking through
A soulless town
I speed faster
Tracking down my prey
When I show up
He looks up
Clueless……
He didn’t look afraid
As our eyes
locked onto one another
He begins to laugh
so I began to shoot
There he laid
Blood splattered on the concrete
I began to walk up
To see what I’ve done
I couldn’t believe it
There wasn’t any blood
I turn my head
Towards his body
And there he is
Glancing at me laughing
You can’t kill
What’s already dead

Last Breath

I can’t tell you

the last time I’ve slept

I’ve been wandering around

Wandering to find the answer

The answer to eternal peace

My head can’t stop spinning

I’m surrounded by the darkness

Yet I can still imagine the vision

The vision of seeing the light

Feeling my soul lift up

Becoming weightless and suspended

Then I fall…..

Crashing down upon my broken wings

No longer do I want to stand up

For inside I am shattered

Like broken pieces of glass

I’ve never been one to go to Mass

Or look up to the sky in hope

For a better afterlife.

I don’t belong in heaven

If there’s even such a thing

After my life

Please let me proceed

To sleep for all of eternity

For I am exhausted

But I cannot proceed to stop

I want to leave behind…

My blood,sweat, and tears

Chasing away all the fears

That walk amongst us

Just like the shadows

I feel nothing but hollowness

Yet I feel so much to burden

Let me complete my mission

May my last breath of air

Be one of comfort and satisfaction

Knowing that I can finally rest

For one life is enough for me