You’re in my sight
and no longer am I afraid
to confront the injustice you have done
upon me, my family, and friends

A true bastard you are
leaving a permanent scar
upon my very existence
never to leave and always to witness

I’m ashamed to be given this mark
But it’s never been my fault
That the God’s have decided to say
Leave me in pain and find my own way

I wander alone
Wondering the purpose of this all
If there’s even a purpose at all
That is…..

The demonic creature lurking around
Are of my own possession
While they take away all of my attention
Towards the light of full life

I can’t enjoy a second
Without thinking about
Pulling the Trigger
Hopefully leading to heaven

I know my time is closing near
Since I was born there was no fear
Of the day that’ll eventually come
The one that comes visit us all


This Was The Night

This was the night
The night it all came out
Violence and Blood coming to shout
My composure couldn’t be kept
As an everlasting impression
Has weighed
Upon my heart and soul
He wasn’t doing anything
Just another soul
Walking through
A soulless town
I speed faster
Tracking down my prey
When I show up
He looks up
He didn’t look afraid
As our eyes
locked onto one another
He begins to laugh
so I began to shoot
There he laid
Blood splattered on the concrete
I began to walk up
To see what I’ve done
I couldn’t believe it
There wasn’t any blood
I turn my head
Towards his body
And there he is
Glancing at me laughing
You can’t kill
What’s already dead

What I’ve Become

What have I become
A lurking shadow in the dark
Walking slowly towards my pain
Realizing there may be nothing to gain

In the light you don’t have a clue
Wearing a mask you can’t see
What’s truly lays beneath
The monster you’ve never seen

Was this meant to be
Embedded in my soul
Feeling the coldness
Brought within me
Controlling every breath I breathe

Your at the wheel sometimes
speeding down a hill
an urge so strong you could kill
Bringing nothing but a chill

Slithering down my spine
bound together through time
the fight no longer goes on
postponed till the end of my time

I know for a fact
you will always stay intact
There’s never been a second
You’ve left me and I pretended

That you’ve never been here
apart of me and apart of you
you made me hollow inside
while I give you life

A gift in the most unpleasant way
I can’t keep you at bay
Because sadly I must say
I can’t live without you so sadly I must pay


Shall our destinies define us “Destiny”
or shall we define our destiny
The value of human life
is one of value or waste?

The Gun you consider
yet the bullet you’re afraid of
What if it goes wrong
What if you suffer

Was life that bad to end it?
In your mind acting as the defendant
you feel guilty by the jury
As your mind rushes and hurries

Thinking of the worst
results in a hearse
for now you have burst
into the abyss…

The past comes to haunt
Coming to haunt
You feel ashamed
Yet who’s to blame?

Even as a child the old soul got older
Unlike most others
The taste of life has been swallowed
Dissolved by the essence of life itself

We feel it…..
The shadow deemed beyond us
Made from nothing but the pure being of yourself
A reflection
With different perspectives.

What’s right and what’s wrong
Is up to you
For there are no true moral standards
Just remember

Once the trigger is at a squeeze…
that razor across the wrist
the rope you’re ahead
the decision is final

Physically or spiritually you just committed suicide
From the toxic highs of what feels like the lows in life
No clock can be fixed
No hour may reverse

Life will go on without you
That reality…
So pick your poison
Can you suffer a little longer
or must you be a goner

Fear and Loathing: In the 2016 Election……. (continued)

October 22, 2015

Well according to some poll results, someone is finally above Donald Trump. In the state of Iowa Ben Carson has supposedly pass Trump for the first time. Which feels like the first time in this election that anyone has beat Trump whatsoever. Watching Republicans fight it out on the campaign trails is almost as entertaining as watching the Ultimate Fighting Championship. Unfortunately the same can not be said for the Democrats. Hillary Clinton has mailed herself into a difficult position. Yet, she still is in the lead for the Democratic nomination. The woman who couldn’t even keep her husband in check is now going to try and take on the position of Commander and Chief. Now, I’m not worried about anyone “going down” on Hillary, but I am worried about how our enemies will view us. However, if the world was full of women who were political leaders, Hillary would be the outright President. Anything involving diplomacy would involve only one person and that is a man by the name of Bill Clinton. He would arrive with a “pants” load of confidence willing to shoot a load of American diplomacy over the faces of anything or anyone standing in his way. Bill cheated on Hillary and Bill is still vastly more popular than Hillary…. What does that tell ya…… Hillary feels as if she has the womens majority vote locked up but she doesn’t. I see more and more young women starting to support Bernie Sanders than Hillary. Which is a relief to see. For the simple fact that there will be women who’ll vote for Hillary and have no absolute clue about what she stands for or any of her policies. That’s America for you though….. A highschool student in the recent months decided to create a fake candidate by the name of DEEZ NUTS. Deez Nuts got about a 9 percent of support in the poles not to long ago even though everyone knew that Deez Nuts will be no longer. The election isn’t until November of 2016 so who knows what may happen. Hillary may get a sex change and start calling herself Hank Clinton, I don’t think Bill would be bothered much by it either way. If any of the other candidates were found to have an private e-mail with classified information. They would’ve been kicked out of the race by now. Especially if it was Donald Trump. Candidates on both sides would of squeezed every last drop of that event to ruin his campaign. Yet, here lies Hillary still unscaved for all her lies. Good thing it wasn’t an average citizen who could have committed this unjustifiable crime. For they would be hanging by the limb of that which we call Treason. However, for some reason. Hillary isn’t troubled by this act of treason. Talk about a pain in the ass. With all the other candidates thinking “what the Fuck if I would’ve done that my ass would be shipped out of the U.S. by now”. On the other hand, it may of benefited the other Democrats running for office. Actually giving them air time so people can actually acknowledge and notice them. But there’s only two people in this fight to represent the sign of the Jackass.

Fear and Loathing: In the 2016 Election…

October 21st, 2015

Well the first black president in American history will be leaving his beloved position for another possible “sloth” of a replacement. To every conspiracy theorist out there… There seems to be no evidence that Obama was the antichrist. Yet this election is bringing something more special to the table. The first true election for the Millennial Generation. It’s like asking who’s your favorite Kardashian including Caitlyn Jenner. If someone told me one or two years ago that Donald Trump would be at the top of the polls right now. I would probably consider you the biggest idiot that’s ever roamed the earth besides George Bush. Yet, it’s so entertaining that a Billionaire and former T.V. star such as Trump is facing Jeb Bush, Hillary Clinton, Bernie Sanders, and Ben Carson. However, Trump isn’t the only one that is bringing excitement to the table. A Clinton and Bush mashup is what was most expected in the 2016 election. Hillary has been waiting for this moment since 2008 and has been forming her campaign empire the moment that she lost the primaries to Obama. Than the next possible torch holder for President was the ALMIGHTY PRINCE “Jeb Bush”.  In this case I don’t think 3rd time’s the charm. Than all of a sudden Trump, Carson, and Sanders have started to take over what Hillary thought was going to be a shoe in victory. Carson and Trump weren’t even in a political position to begin with. They’re giving the Super PAC’s the middle finger and are funding their own campaign. Sanders on the Democratic side is the same way. It’s odd to see a powerful man like Trump campaigning for the Presidency. Yet, he’s something that America hasn’t seen in a morale sense for years. A world of “Politically Correct” politicians doesn’t help run the country “correctly”. Something that America has been founded upon. Standing up for its own people first. Not feeling the pressure to be politically correct. As long as the job is done right. Results are the only thing that matter. Our Founding Fathers and first couple Presidents would probably think that these elections we hold anymore aren’t rough and tough anymore. Hell, when John Quincy Adams and Andrew Jackson campaigned against each other. John Quincy was considered a pimp by Andrew Jackson and Jackson’s wife was called a slut by the Adams administration. To bad this pattern hasn’t continued today, because it really shows the true grit and grind of America and its politics. Trump has come out to rip the face off the Washington Machine and regurgitate it into a golden vase for himself to keep. It’s like Monopoly, except this time Trump finally rolled the right number to move his money bags potentially to the White House. According to the polls so far…. Trump does seem to be a front runner. Which brings up the question of how in the hell has our country gotten itself into this situation. A billionaire who had his own reality show and is a business mogul. There’s so many questions to be answered but I truly feel that this election may be the most important in U.S. history. With Joe Biden officially announcing he wasn’t running for President there’s only two candidates that we know for sure will be the Democrat Nominee. Either Bernie Sanders or Hillary Clinton. Which sadly isn’t as amusing as watching the Republican debates.